You There..?

Every one says you handle everything
our beat of the heart
fading colours of the sky
droplets of rain fall on us on times when we never imagine
shining upon us in a moment, saying it’s gonna be a brighter day
they say it’s all you…..

You control the seasons
you control the beautiful colours
what I’ve been seen here for so long
the songs of the birds
the smiles I see on faces
and their tears….

I’ve always believed
that you are fair
I’ve heard that you test our endurance
and I believed that you push the
courageous souls forward
not leaving behind the souls need your help…..

I believed that
if I prove you that
if I didn’t give up
you will be always shining on me……

I took all the hard times
with a smile in my face
I may have cried
till that tears become smile
but why I just cant find you now
why I am missing you
in my life….

But you, who lives above us all
I am  tired
I am broke
may be I need a break
please take my soul with you
please know this is my limit
you  won’t get anything
just by testing
what I have made up of
coz it’s human blood and flesh…...

No point of testing me any more
No point me feeling bad that I’ve failed you
So please take me in to your wings
Let me rest
In peace if possible…..

At least please let me know that you are there….