Envy You..

You seemed to have read a lot
And talked a lot
For the people
You cared

You seemed to have endure a lot
Warm hearts and successful smiles
And I am sure
Rejection, betrayal & disappointment
Were there too

I wish if you could’ve
Hold me and teach me
How you survived like this
Without any expression
Even when freezing pile of
Snow on your head

I know time will teach me
But I miss been hold or
Some nice words
At least to tell me you remember..

I know time will guide me
But I will become frozen and darken
Coz it will ease the pain
Comes from harsh human hearts

I know I will envy you
Coz there won’t be anyone
Who'd see you like I do
And to say a word of appreciation
But I’d still become stoned
Like you
The easy way out…