A sweet tear

In an intimate conversation
A good friend ask me
What have I learned
In my life of five years here,
A too long time that always
Just have been myself
And only me

I am not trying to forget
I am not trying to do anything
Of my life here, which may sucks
But the glimpse
That I try to forget
Of those sweet  little moments
I have had in my life
Just keep bouncing back
With them a tear of course

One would wish for
A sweet happy life
So did I
Not knowing once those
Pieces would haunt me like this
Everyday, every moment it passes by

Have I learned anything ?
No, nothing..
Because if I did
I wouldn't be like this
Yet I would not learn anything
So let those pieces remain
As they are
The only thing I ever had
To call as sweet tear
That tare me down...