Pieces

When that pulse inside me wakes
You cannot hold me in place
I am here, I am not here and
I am not rational
I am what the day brings to you
I am a coincidence in your pattern
And I am so much more

My love is not a contract or a guarantee
It is a breath of life
Colorful, real, dynamic
And not to be stop for tomorrow
For my life
Is a search and a manifestation
Not a result or preparation

In your eyes I find my missing pieces
And if you don’t look at me
Where else to look...

A sweet tear

In an intimate conversation
A good friend ask me
What have I learned
In my life of five years here,
A too long time that always
Just have been myself
And only me

I am not trying to forget
I am not trying to do anything
Of my life here, which may sucks
But the glimpse
That I try to forget
Of those sweet  little moments
I have had in my life
Just keep bouncing back
With them a tear of course

One would wish for
A sweet happy life
So did I
Not knowing once those
Pieces would haunt me like this
Everyday, every moment it passes by

Have I learned anything ?
No, nothing..
Because if I did
I wouldn't be like this
Yet I would not learn anything
So let those pieces remain
As they are
The only thing I ever had
To call as sweet tear
That tare me down...

Burning light

Dark room

Saving energy

Yet searching

The burning light

At the end of a

Cigar tip

In time

Five winters, it survived
Getting colder and colder
Day by day
Your voice, that comes and go
Like these cold winds
May no longer warms it up

You seek a brotherly heart
Friendly shoulder
Where I seek a home
In a heart to stay
Well, it always be a tent
For both of us

Each blink of the eyes
Hurts, coz they no more
are wet, and wouldn't be
So don't ask me again
If I am alone
And makes me blink

I would wear no robes
Accompany no wolves
We'll walk along
The lonely path
Seeking a home
Of no return.....

Since you came

There is a place where you only go once
But your footprints remain forever
You've walk into my heart
And you are invited to return
Again and again

What drove me was my pain
To overcome it, to suffocate it, I kept going
Breaking through any kind of walls
And I never had anything to lose
Never had anything to call mine
With empty hands I could smile and say
See, I still enjoy life without a reason
For that inner fire burns, always
It's stronger than anything in the universe

But since you came
I have a reason, and I have proof
This burn is not just my own
How fascinating to watch that life sparks in you
And there is nothing I fear anymore

Do we have time, or the options
I don't know, but this memory is
Enough fuel for a blazing life
Just by myself even...

Repulsive

In a struggle to settle

An equation of

Forces those repel, yet attract towards

With different

Integers, variables, so much co-efficient

Doesn’t see a way that I get anywhere

Near the answer

That a heart would understand

In a yellowish room

With a tinted lampshade

Aroma + smoke fragrance

Mixed with reddish Lejay cassis

You made me realize

It`s a parallel path to infinity

That wouldn’t comply

With my equation….

Climb of the life

I didn’t look at it from the beginning
But just the image I had in the mind
Yet it`s worth climbing
To see how high the life is

Step by Step, I felt the roughness
Piercing my heals, yet kept climbing
Walk that not balance, just like the life

If it`s steep just slow down, remembered
To pick up the pace again
Exhausted lungs cry for a break
Pounding heart would say you to stop
Determined mind would, decide when to

Stones are cold, just like some people
Had to find, strength to fight my fears
Lay down on ground
Thinking the summit would be warm

Mates would leave, I will be left
Fear, loneliness & uncertainty
Would sink, deep in to my heart
No supporting ropes, no protection poles
Make me appreciate, what I had
Mist and the dark would keep me company
Shivers in cold would say
That I`m alive

Inhale deep
Cut across the path, laid for me
Find my own, know that I dare
Jump from rock to another, let me miss it
Remember the path
Let instinct tell
Which would hold me
When I slip

Be sure
You see the rays, of your effort
Start feeling, heart will pump
Twice as it can
Thus you will run
The climb
The most difficult part of your life
While others walk….